master cleanse

i'm starting the master cleanse tomorrow. 7 days. it shouldn't be hard, but it'll be hard to stay away from alcohol. that's my other addiction. if i finish the vodka i have tonight then i can be less tempted to drink this week. my plan will look like this:

monday-alone all day=no food/go to gym, then meeting to escape dinner

tuesday-politely decline lunch/go to gym or leave early to escape dinner

wednesday-alone all day=no food/go to gym, then meeting to escape dinner

thursday-alone all day=no food/go to gym or leave early to escape dinner

friday-alone all day=no food/go out or stay home and sleep to escape food

saturday-don't eat, avoid food, decline food, go to gym

sunday-don't eat, avoid food, decline food, go to gym

if i get through this then I will continue it for 5 more days.

no one will question me if i just say i'm not hungry. it will take a while for anyone to catch on. if i eat it's only because i want to not because anyone else wants me to. people judge me for eating. they judge you less for not eating. they only judge because they can't starve. i'll do this. i am doing this. if i fail it's my own fault. i will control this.

stay strong girls